I don’t know why I decided to use that title for this post when it’s 2.30 early in the morning.. the sun is not even ready to get out on this side of the globe yet! But yeah.. I guess it’s one good metaphor to use to describe how I’m feeling now. I have started doing some of the things that I used to enjoy as I wrote before in this post and I feel great. I know it sounds cliché but I feel that I’ve found my true self again.
In the last couple of months, I have read 4 books with another one is underway, I’ve been to beaches and waterfall, had good times and taken a number of beautiful pictures as well as beginning to follow the my favourite football team again (although they let me down on a number of occasions!). The late Johan of Joe Blog used to say (quote) ‘Embrace life as if you’re going to die tomorrow and do what you enjoy most as much as you can’. I finally took up his advice and I’m glad that I did. Although my busy life especially with the ever-demanding job frequently left me all knackered by the end of the day, I can honestly say that I am content with my life right now... I truly am. I feel more relax and much happier, no more tears and the ‘down’ cycle is getting fewer and fewer, if any.
Oh, I have been given a clean bill of health a couple of weeks ago after a number of investigations done showed no abnormal results. So, it means that the reason for my passing out last month remains unknown. I’m fine with that…as long as it doesn’t occur again!
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